good day

good days people...

i am back to indonesia with bunch of stress with me now :)
yeah i really have stress for first time of my life :P (don't laugh at me ok)
winda the girl with "never mind every things gonna be ok" now stress just because of searching for job at malaysia!!! (my friends will laugh at me till roll on the floor now) ok just wanted to have better life than look for job at overseas not to far and not to near malaysia my choice (become promoting)

ok been few days in here only today got something can push the stress out from my head for a while (if i say while mean 2-5 min only)
guess what i say pretty girl with pretty dress and with the make up artis where (can say) every 10min checking her make up, her dress, her hairs and etc

but wait2 while i look at her properly i saw something funny
she wear sport shoes!!!!
huahahahaha...
me n my friends laughed till gila!!!
wat the *&%$ she wear so nice dress so nice everything perfectly
but when saw her leg huahahaha... sport shoes
i took the pic but for some reason i can't post it hiks (that stupiak USB la)
i promise while the USB find i will post it and we will laugh together
remind me as well ok...

have a wonderful night people and pray my stress will go faster and get the job faster as well

thanks
it's 1.11 am now and i going to sleep

( been 3 days not sleep enough)

pls pray for me...

funny

ppeesstt... i just got it from my friend

it's been almost 4 weeks i am here
and i going back to Indonesia this Saturday
and i started to felt missing this place already
i really love to be in here, i felt comfortable be in here
i felt lot of love showering me in here,
i have my dear here, my lovely sis charm, nice house mate and (going to be soon) my best friend
i love them, i going to miss them.
it's hard for me to leave this place, coz i am not that sure when i'm coming be back here
yes dear i promise u to come back, the only thing that can make me come back here if there any job offer for me.
i do work hard to achieve my dreams. some are yes i done it , but the harder thing is now.
last time was work nicely even my mom allowed me to work here, but now (because of some one talking bad thing behind me) i need to do all the thing by my self, it's hard for me to leave my family, but i want to have good future, i want to achieve it with my own hand, and i need my mom support. i don't need anyone i even don't care what people say about me. as i know i am right and i didn't hurt people.
i don't know who the hell are u but why u want to ruin my life by talk a bad thing about me to my mom!!!! i will not let u in to my life and i will do my best to achieve what i wanted.
u want to talk and talk to me directly n u even don't know who am i!!! and u don't even know the real condition u r just outsider people that wanted to know people business!!! do your own business!!! yes maybe it long time ready last year but the problem came now, i even cannot say what i want, i do all the thing by my self, i came here interview and all the thing by my self!!!!!!!!!
the someone that U talking about to my mom is the 1 person that always care about me, know about me, understand me and always support me.

i don't need ur fake attitude!!!
what i need just space and time and pls leave us alone don't disturb us!!!
i am happy with what i have and with my life and for sure i will get a better life soon as long as u don't come n ruin it again i will not for give that.

i will misssing this place so badly...
i will keep praying that someday god will show me the ways amen.

yiippyy........ ^^

Surprised!!!!!


yeh it's surprised for me that my friend came back from UK ^_^V
actually she penang girl but studied at UK
n now temporary she stay at my place till get new place to stay
she gorgeous...
she bought parfum for me and chocolate for jeremy hahaha...
she sayang me yeah... :P




elizabeth Arden
5th avenue


thanks charm ^^

emotions

i HATE THAT little F#$%@* (censored coz my brother read this blog otherwise my mom will punish me)
he though he the only 1 great
i will packed u back to u'r hometown 'n throw u out of this!!!
let u feel it!!!!
ROAR.......
i am in unhappy mood!!!!!!


p/s if u know who the person that i angry with just keep quite till the real person know
and "YOU" shout your mouth off!!!