couldn't sleep without it

life must goes on (in any matter)
time passed by (hoping everything will be ok)
i realize we never can avoid problem
and we never can't run from it
it will just add more and more problem to u when u run from it
i realize i should face it
i realize i should fight it

for my own good

i believe
there is a ways for me to fix it
and that is god ways to train me to be a stronger girl
i have so many people who love me, care about me and believe in me
i will not disappoint them
and i will not disappoint my god (my believe) by giving up so easily

i believe there is a good future behind this

this is for my family, my love, my career and my life


p/s: never think that u r the lonelyness person, don't ever think that u r the poores person
don't ever think u r sadden person or unlucky
because there is lot more saddes, lonelys, unlucky and poor people out there
be great full of what u have now and pry that every thing will goes batter than today
be a positive human


and not to mention




happy valentine day people

i believe

i believe in god
i pray and believe of HIM
HE never sleep and always knew everything
i believe in every single of HIS plan are good for me
and i believe, in believe of HIM i can go through everything

GOD, i believe in you
i believe u will show me and lead me to the correct way
and i believe, u will not give a temptation that i can't go through it
pray that i will get stronger n stronger by the time
be a good leader( at my work place),
good daughter (for my parents),
good sister (for my brothers 'n sister)


Amen



P/S: thanks for mark keep remaining me attend mass

01.16

i lamb passed by, 2 lamb passed by, 3 lamb passed by, 4 lamb passed by....
(counting and keep counting)


people said "count the lamb to make u fall sleep"

don't do it!!!

it either i am not serious enough or i too serious
that "counting stuff" even make me evenly awake!!!

and i suppose to sleep by now, i need to work tomorrow...!!!

let's start (try) counting again...

1....lamb
2....lamb
3....lamb
4....lamb
5.....lamb


ZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZ................

TOGETHERNESS

we knew each other long time ago...

been through lotz of moment together

in sad or happy...

we knew each attitude very well

what we like n what we dislike

only us knew what secret that we have now

no one know only us...

now the most precious moment that we have are...

the moment we spent our time to like this...

there is no time for us to stop clicking our camera (and run from security :))

pray and love for a friend

i just get a new information
one of my closes friend dad was passed away 5 days ago
pass without any sickness just bring his sadness till his last breath
he try to inform his only son about life
try to get his only son to be a stronger guy for the family just before he release his last breath
uncle, did u know ur only son down into deepest sadness
uncle, did u know ur wife down into deepest regret of what she has done to u
they blame their own of what happened to u
but i believe and i knew, there is something u try to inform them
and they just haven't notices it yet.

uncle, i pray for u
pray for your happiness up there.
uncle, i pray u rest in peace.

- to my friend-
friend even thought i am not there to cheer u up
even thought i am not there to share n give u my shoulder to help u up
i am still with you
even far
u still my closes friend
u still the friend as i knew very well
u still the same person with lot of care nest n love

believe me,
u are surrounded by friends who care n love u much
much n most than u been thought

promise me,
u will be strong n more patients

trust me,
there will be a ways to out from ur situation without hurting ur self

we all love u
we all care about u
and we will pray for u n ur family




-pray and love for u-

29/01/09 thursday

what you will do when u got nothing beside camera with u and Ur friends???
haah... take picture with lots frame!!!!

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-the stupidity-

i took 3 days unpaid leave to settle my things!!!
i get really upset yesterday when KJ police ask me to go another police station to verify my report. i asked her where the nearest PS beside here she said PUDU!!! WTF!!!
i stay at PJ n need to travel to KL just to verify my report. n she gave me a wrong direction (some more!!!) till i ask the people n no one know where the F@#& PS!!!
i go till timesquare n the police women we suppose verify at the place we make d report (F$&*)
i told her what the KJ Police woman say n she ask me to go majarela police station. when i reach there they just gave me piece of paper postcard size n ask me to pay RM2 for that paper..
damn %#&* my travel money even expansive than that.
because of that stupid india la. take money but don't take ma purse can???!!! u make me so difficult!!!!
and now i just reach home from indonesia embassy
and waht they told me???
to make my new IC and worker IC i need to be back indo only can do. (die)
coz what???
according to that guy, they can't do in here only at indonesia they can!!!
in a easily he said don't have that IC u should be ok. don't worry. as long as u got ur passport.
what a stupid guy!!! he expect me to bring my passport along with me all the time???
the purpose of that IC is to avoid me bring my passport along every time!!! T_T

just hoping everything going to be fine this year...

been happen not so nice conditions since new year, but i believe there is some thing behind this will bring me up n cheer me up in my up coming life.
be better n positively thinking.
there are more poor es or difficult life out there.
i should happy that nothing happen to me on that night.

-have a blessed day people!!!-

certainly not dead

my blog wasn't dead, just have no time to update n i just lose 2 pc in a time. 1 my jakarta pc n another 1 pc i use to post my blog. i now i just get rope by stupid fucker India guy.
he took my LV purse, my pen drive!!! and what all my IC was inside!!! n he scratch me some more!!! fucker!!! go n look for job la don't take other beople stuff not belongs to u!!! don't become a parasite for other people.

i just wanted to say WHAT HAPPEN WITH MALAYSIA POLICE?????
i still can remember when i use to walk alone without any bad guy disturbe when i finish my work at 12o'clock in the morning ( i am a bartenders)
i still can remember when the goverment said malaysia safes place in Asia beside singapore.
come on, prove it now...

is not matter of money they took it's the matter of trust of this country.
my friend just get into the same thing as me last week even the policewoman still remember her (my friend) very clearly!

but there is not any differences!!!!

so girls be careful and don't walk alone or 2 with your girl friends. try to walk in a group!!!

happy Chinese new year and have a good sleep.